after 1 month...

writing by moonlight
not a star in the sky
wondering what tomorrow will bring me
everything is what you make it out to be
and i want so much more

she said his death brought me life
i couldn't agree with her more
the things i've learned this year
in no particular order
you control only yourself
be patient and time will tell
and time will heal
don't settle for anything less
but yet be content with that which you possess
but i want so much more

so much more to learn
so much more to live
so much more to love
so much more to write
so much more tonight

i'm going to give
everything that i have
live for and love myself
the way i always should have
no more fear
no more doubt
have more faith

loneliness creeps up on me
waves of saddness come and go
i knew what i had
i know why i'm here
i know why i just had to let go
because i want so much more

so much more to see
so much more to do
so much more to feel
so much more to write
so much for tonight


at La Ciudad de Las Artes y Las Ciencias with Hemisferic behind me 1.10.06